Thank you everyone!! I really do find that coming here helps. I have met so many wonderful people here. Sometimes, even though I know that people have gone through similar situations it's hard because this is MY situation, you know? Like no one could know what I am going through cuz it was MY mom. But at the same time I know that the feelings of loss and heartache are the same. The feeling of loneliness is the same. The feeling of helplessness is the same.
UGH! Does any of that make sense to anyone? I know I am just babbling...sorry!

BJ