Hey T,

So it's probably a good job I can write here instead of writing you! Ha... yeah, I don't think you are useless, or an idiot, and I certainly don't expect you to 'put up' with that kind of stuff from me, but I do think we should probably try and work with some of it. I just don't know if we can. You mentioned 'keeping me in an adult state', but I'm not entirely sure how it works if I can't access those feelings? Which I can't when I am in an 'adult state'. Anyway, almost want to say sorry, but don't really think I've anything to be sorry for...