Wow, weird but maybe important dream. I was in a place where we were told there was going to be a bomb. It was an exam test too, to see if we could escape on time. Everyone was rushing to get out but there was someone on the floor and I was trying to help them. They were grabbing on to me and I couldn't leave them there. There were also lots of plants that needed to be saved. I thought everyone was doing the same thing, but actually looking back now maybe they weren't. Anyway, by the time I had done these thinhgs, I just couldn't get out in time and the simulated bomb went off. This happened two times. It just seemed like an impossible task. I was doing everything as quickly as I could but there was no way that I was able to do it all and escape in time. So I went to the instructor and asked her to help me. Begged her to help me. She said no. She said I had to figure it out on own. I cried and said that I couldn't do it, and that surely it was her job to help me figure out what I was doing so wrong that it was impossible. If everyone had struggled and failed, or if it was just close and I needed practice I would understand, but not this. This was clearly a problem that needed someone's input and she wasn't willing to help. It made me angry. I got angry. After a while she approached me and asked if we could talk. She said she had sought advice and that actually I was right, it was her job to help, and she said she planned to help me figure out where I was going so wrong... Then I woke up
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