In addition to Riv's post above, I wonder what it is about this man that keeps you "hooked" to him? I mean, he certainly doesn't sound like any kind of prize or like a solid, decent human being. Do you think you don't deserve better than this? Do you see how hard you are holding onto any shred of hope that this relationship is still alive and a romantic one? You're clinging to this as though it's a life raft for yourself. No judgements in saying that, so please don't take it as a judgement. It's an observation being reflected back to you based on how you're behaving. What's so special about this guy that keeps you clinging on so hard? You say you're willing to accept a breakup, but then behave in an opposite manner. Just accept the breakup, he has not unblocked you for a reason, but you're still trying to get through. I say this with compassion in my heart towards you, because I know I've behaved similarly in the past. But you have to have more self respect than this.