He said he knows that if I'm in complete danger of self, I know that I can come in and tell him - And it's true.

Don't worry, am OK.

I just needed a small escape/little more dopamine. I feel better. I've been getting slightly paranoid lately (Could be THC) but I haven't smoked in a few days now.

<3 I hope you'll be OK SP. Hopefully it's just a kidney stone. If not, the thing can still be treated.