Because I've been hospitalized over 20 times and arrested a couple times they want to get me into ACT. To get into ACT I need to apply for Medicaid. To apply for Medicaid I have to apply for SSI. Each step requires an inordinate amount of paper work and I'm super duper overwhelmed by all of it and wondering if it's worth it.
I'm feeling very overwhelmed. I fking hate this country's healthcare system. I'm crying because I'm too incompetent to know how to get help. I spent 2013-2021(?) either drunk or high and psychotic I don't know anything that I did in terms of finances, occupations, log in information, etc.
Why the fk do I have to jump through all these hoops and navigate all this red tape just to stay out of the hospital/jail?