I’m really angry and p**ssed at you at the moment and I don’t really know why. I’ve been dwelling on the rupture at Christmas again and I know I am not fully passed that, so maybe it’s just that but it feels so much more intense. You have been nothing but nice to me recently but that seems to have made me angry with you. It’s as if I want you to treat me badly, I want you to lose your patience and get annoyed with me. I know I’ve been a deliberate pain in the ***** during the passed couple of sessions and I think it’s made me annoyed because you haven’t taken the bait. You staying calm just irritates me. I don’t really think you can do anything right at the moment. Its like I am finding any reason I can to be annoyed with you, but I don’t understand why.
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