...Not literally. But figuratively, yes, definitely.

This past week has really, really sucked!

* My 5 week report came on Saturday...All my grade were C's. Bad in my mind, even worse in my parents. They basically said that I need to think about other schools to apply to because my grade aren't going to be good enough for the ones I'm currently looking at (I'm a junior by the way).
* Youth group was really emotionally intense on Sunday.
* I didn't have T on Monday.
* School was the biggest drag of my life.
*My friend got mad at me yesterday and almost made me call my parents to go home because she was being pissy (I stayed though, and it ended up OK).
* My favorite youth group leader, one of my best friends (kind of like an older sister) graduated from college today, and I don't know if I'm ever going to get to see her again. I know that I won't for at least awhile.

Today, here's what I've done:

* Go to church.
* Watch TV.
* Text my friend to try and feel better.
* Go online.
* Keep myself occupied so I don't cry.

Really, I want to find myself a hole and stay there for quite some time! It sounds pretty good to me right now.