So I'm still on track to making a year (on Friday) but I'm still mad struggling with intermittent urges to use. These urges are about as intense as when I first stopped the opioids. I don't get why I'm having them all of a sudden. Yeah, it's about a year since I did anything but why should that matter?
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"I don't know what I'm looking for."
"Why not?"
"Because...because...I think it might be because if I knew I wouldn't be able to look for them."
"What, are you crazy?"
"It's a possibility I haven't ruled out yet,"
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