Apeirophobia: The Fear of Eternity - The Atlantic

My mom told me to stop thinking about this cuz it can drive even the most sane person insane. She doesn't expect me to be happy but she doesn't want me to be unhappy. I think I'm OK.

It was the reason for all of my panic attacks in 2020. It's way too overwhelming without olanzepine. I used to be an atheist and the trip struck me in just one night.