I wanted to relax enough to just sit and be still. So I bought some Indica and smoked a little.

It decreased motivation severely but did what I wanted it to do + I could focus too. Just drinking another coffee now.

My mom and even treatment team have been more lenient about how I'm dealing with my mental health.. Because;

It's more normal these past 2 years
People are trying to deal with their own mental health
Corruption becoming noticed
Technology advancing
Etc..

So yeah. I got upset at my mom for rushing me out the door to get bottled water but she said she thought she was mindful about that.. I told her about the Indica so it's OK.

Prayers to all