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I'm in a bad way. Terribly anxious and depressed. Nothing seems to offer any peace or relaxation. The time change has slammed me badly. These hours and hours of pale-blue and yellow afternoons are killing me. I feel death all around and it's terrifying.
I'm going to call my pdoc's nurse in the morning and ask her to ask my pdoc to please, please allow me to raise the Gabapentin and maybe Zoloft doses. I'm nearly positive she won't. I'm at a point at which I will just raise the dose myself if she refuses and deal with it when I have my appointment with her on April 5th. I can't be blown off by her.
Another thought I have is to email my therapist, who I'll see on Monday, and ask her to email the pdoc for me. I'm fighting myself too hard and I'm feeling desperate.
Thanks for listening. Hugs.
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