Thanks Sky.

Yeah, youth group was emotionally intense in part because of it being the last time I knew I would get the chance to see my leader, but also because it was a worship night and we were talking about forgiveness and well, there's a lot on both sides of that that I need to work on. I can't explain it without a lot of stories.

Also, my parents DO NOT accept C's. Even when I get like, a B- or sometimes a B, I get "You could do better." And the thing with C's is, I know that I can do better and that I should be doing better...But under the circumstances of this year, my grades haven't been nearly as good. I'm doing what I can at the moment, and unfortunately, that's not too much.

I usually see my T every Monday. I couldn't go last week because I was on a school trip, otherwise I would've. I am seeing her tomorrow though (she's working because for the next 2 weeks she's going to be on vacation and she wants to give people a chance to see her before that).

I won't crawl into a hole...I'm just avoiding my family and being antisocial. My friend's gonna call me in a bit to try and cheer me up.