Nothing wrong with wanting to be married. But I don’t see how a man like this one is a good marriage material at all.

In what way being upset and stressed the way you are now is better than being alone? I’d agree that being in a good stable and happy relationship might be better than being alone. Your situation can’t be better than being alone though.

Plus longer you stay with wrong people less likely you are to meet right ones. Don’t waste your life on wrong people. I’ve met women in their 60s who complain all the time about their horrible husbands. They spent their entire life miserable! All while you could either be happy with the right person or enjoy single life! Anything is better than living in misery with wrong people

Yes it’s very hard to meet people. But you don’t need bars. And you don’t need to meet people late at night. So what places are closed? Most working adults with healthy life styles aren’t even up that late. Again if you are happy stay with this guy but you are stressed and miserable!