Fuzzybear, its cool, not off topic. I was hoping to hear about other people's experiences. I am sorry to hear about your difficult situation.

Beth, I am happy to hear you say Lamictal might be a good change. I thought latuda was good for me, as I was pretty stable and ok for quite a while, but I guess the stress of my new phase in life showed that I might need something different. I think even though things have been rough, my meds have worked to some extent. I'm not totally better, but my moderate depression over the last few days seems to have eased up. Without the meds, situations like this would last a much longer time.