I was thinking earlier on today... I hate anxiety.

Today I feel a bit angry which is a big improvement to the severe anxiety. I also have more energy.

I'm wearing a pretty dress today (lately I've been wearing a black skirt and an old shirt ...) Definite improvement.

I was ''conditioned'' as a cub that buying anything pretty for my self was a felony and terminally selfish. I should have spent my tiny amount of money on buying the mother a teapot. Which she DID NOT NEED (or even want) ... she didn't want me either.
I'm such a terrible person...

Be gone vile garbage lies ....

The sun is shining and Papa bear has been tending to the (other) flowers