Jenn, I'm not sure how to respond to your post........you are correct in everything you said..........and yes, by my own temper I pushed him. I had every intention of doing my paperwork and then taking the meds and going to park in his office parking lot to die. Amazingly, if that officer had come later, the drugs would have been in my system and my "explanations" wouldn't have been believed. It was not a problem for the "image" me to take over and convince everyone it was all a misunderstanding. [sigh]. My T knew better - am I glad? no........do I understand? yes.

I have always been in favor of the direct, blunt approach - so thank you for what you have written. I care and always will about each of you here.

So, going along with popular demand, I am alive. I am completely drained - "pretending" for a day and a half used every single ounce of energy I possessed. The depression feels so very heavy today.

Mary Alice

you are very special, Jenn*********xoxxo