I'm kind of crabby today. Visibly today. and not feeling 100% physically. I woke up this way. I fell asleep a lot later then normal because I was watching the Oscars. Although I fell asleep before the Will Smith drama. Around 9AM I wanted a giant burger from Sonic. But I took 4 bites before I became full. Then my mom wanted to get out and do some stuff so the 3 of us went out for a few hours. I went to Old Navy and got a plain black hat and a couple pairs of jeans. I was just crabby and anxious and lightheaded and my mom said it was because I needed to eat. I just wanted to go home. We finally decided to go to Outback where I got a 6oz sirloin and some broccoli. The waitress kept calling me a "gentleman" and "sir" and it made me feel good emotionally but I was in too much of a blah mood physically to care much. But I ate lunch and I still feel dizzy so I'm not totally sure it was just because I needed to eat. I am on my way home now where I plan on vegging out in bed. I lost another pound or so from yesterday putting me at my short term goal I've had since October 2020. Part of my weight loss happened through medication. Getting off things and switching other things around. Part of its stress. I'm the opposite of a stress eater. I'm not entirely sure how some of its happened though if I'm being honest.

I hope Elliot Page was ok with that clip they showed from Juno. I hope he agreed for them to show it. He seemed very uncomfortable last night and I felt bad for him. But who knows what goes on in Hollywood these days. I once heard a saying on a TV show "you gotta play the game to get the fame" I hope that was not the case last night and he agreed to everything.

Edit: Sorry for the tmi but just now my pee was bright yellow on the toilet paper and it has been burning all the time for a couple days and theres been these little foamy bits. Yeah, I'm not taking care of this until it gets real bad. I am frigging tired of doctors and tests and procedures. Makes sense why I'm going nonstop and feel so tired right now though. But hopefully it just passes on its own. I'm not even going to tell my mom although she has known I haven't been feeling well today. At lunch she said it looked like I was going to fall asleep at the table.