I can definitely relate! I cried like crazy when I was going to stop seeing my old T, even though we’ll be seeing eachother for occational updates. For me, the end with old T made me try harder with the new T. As long as I had old T to rely on, I wasn’t really giving new T a chance.

I don’t think I’ll ever feel the same connection with new T but right now (today…) it feels ok. But I had to ”grieve” it for a while.