I took it again out of boredom because it is yet another night I cannot sleep.

Is losing track of hours and even days a sign of disassociation? What can be done?

Even though I will still be a worthless loser, I feel like I could at least accomplish something every day if I could get a grip on time. That would be kind of nice. I am not sure where to start. Is there a place to start?

I do find it funny what self-esteem scored. I feel like my appraisal of myself is accurate.

I would guess that I have no drinking or drug issues is the only reason I am alive. I should fix that.