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Originally Posted by Yours_Truly
I feel the same way. And I feel ashamed of it because I'm supposed to want to keep trying and fighting.
I'm also struggling to reach out here in the forums, which surprises me and I don't understand. Every time I think of anything to type, whether in response to someone else or for myself, I hesitate, start over thinking it, worry about expressing myself well and spelling mistakes, until either I've completely forgotten what I originally wanted to say or finally am just so frustrated and flustered I say, ah to **** with it. Maybe next time.
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You said a lot in a short post. YoursTruly , I think I know what your going thru because I feel the same way myself. I’m ashamed also for not wanting to “stick it out” , just keep going. I’m tired. It’s the shame that hurts a lot and keeps me depressed. I also will start writing a response or anything and STOP, to THINK about so many things that I forget what you originally wanted to say. With me it’s about procrastination , it’s about not being able to focus , it’s about not finishing a task. Sure , put it off or don’t do it at all. Yes , I know the feeling. BUT , if you just take it moment to moment you just might get it done.