Since we have started meeting in October, at the end of each session we always both stand up at the same time and then she goes and opens the door for me. Since I've been meeting with her she's never allowed me to open the door I assume because of covid. But today as normal when we ended we both stood up. Then she watched me walk across the room and open the door myself and let myself out. She was watching me the whole time and I felt like I was being observed for something. I have lost a lot of weight since Christmas and I have lost a few pounds since we last met. I was also wearing a T shirt instead of my normal hoodie. I'm wondering if she was making sure I still looked healthy. It has been suggested by previous mental health people that I have an ED. But she does know I haven't been feeling good too. We do discuss weight loss and healthy eating but we didn't discuss weight today. I asked my mom about it and she said I looked very skinny this morning. I don't know. I just found the whole thing very confusing since the door situation has never happened before and it did seem like she was observing me when I was opening it.

Does anyone have any insights or anything about what might have been going on?