I need to take my antianxiety meds but I don't want to take more pills. I'm numb but my chest feels like it's being ripped apart. I talked to my husband last night he asked if my meds were changed. Asked me to give it time. Not lay in bed the whole day. My nephew keeps asking me if I'm okay. I keep lying. I don't have words to put to this feeling. I feel like I'm drowning and It hurts so bad I want to cry but can't. I'm trying to distract myself. I told my husband it's been weeks that I've kinda sorta believed that people can read my thoughts.