I miss you so much already. This is just ridiculous. But the problem is you stopped replying. I know you're really busy and it's not a reflection on our relationship, but more and more you weren't replying and I felt disconnected from you. I need to try and hold onto our relationship in my head and not crave you all the time. I will have to move on eventually, I know that. I just wish it wasn't so hard. I feel this aching longing in my heart and it's like a deeply painful letting go even though you haven't gone anywhere and I know we'll always be in each other's lives in some form. I need to get through this somehow and not give in. It doesn't help that you have so many people in your life - family, friends, partner, clients - I have you and one or two others, that's it. I don't think you can possibly know how unbearable this is.