Dear T,
It meant a lot how you said, "I'm not running a stopwatch or anything," when I started crying again right when it was time to leave and said I knew I had to go. It didn't feel like you were trying to get me out the door, that you were trying to give me the time I needed (I mean, I think if I'd sat there another 10 minutes, you'd have had to get a bit pushy, but an extra minute or two was no big deal to you). That might seem like a little thing, but having had a T who *has* been like, "You need to leave" (ex-T), it meant something.
I did briefly consider this morning that maybe I should have just met with you virtually today, partly due to your recent travels, but also because it will be virtual early next week anyway due to *my* being out of town. So I wasn't sure if it would feel more disruptive/confusing for me to go back and forth. But I'm glad I saw you in person today (I mean, assuming you didn't just give me Covid!).
Love,
LT
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