I crashed last night after 40mil of melatonin at one time and being up since 11PM the night before. I couldn't even put my headphones in, I just fell asleep from 6 until 2:30. I have no idea what happened about anything and I don't care. I woke up at first super anxious and with an upset stomach but then I started feeling pretty good after I had woken up more. I noticed a text from my mom that she had sent when I had fallen asleep and I do not need another phelobotomy procedure right now. I just need to repeat the blood test in 4 weeks. I am so happy because the idea of possibly needing another one was just really getting to me mentally and was probably why I was so ornery yesterday. I'm hoping to hear back from my endocronolgist today about the testosterone. I wouldn't be suprised if the blood level shot back up in 4 weeks and then I'd need another procedure. Its been lowered just to go up again in the past. But I'll cross that bridge when I get there and just be happy now that I don't need another one immediatly. My anxiety is still kinda sucky though. I had to drag myself out to Sams Club for protein shakes, Slim Fasts, and smoothies because I knew I wouldn't want to be out at all this weekend and I needed that stuff. Some guy gave me a weird look when I was getting all the protein drinks and it wasn't an evil look but more of a confused, why are you buying weight loss products, look. Either way it made me uncomfortable and I just hurried along. I also stopped at the asian market, one of the places I'm the most comfortable at because its smaller and its never busy. I got some honey butter Lays chips and a couple ice cream bars. I came home and took a valium and ate some london broil from last night and now I'm just waiting for my doctor to call back with any type of info. I really want to get back on this and I see no issue if the level is now normal. So hopefully he calls. I just got a call from my blood doctor confirming those results. So thats good. My next appointment with her is on the 18th and my next lab work is on the 20th.