You know, early 04 when I had a boyfriend at the time, He seemed like a good guy until he got me smoking marijuana. He basically convinced me being high made everything better in life. I thought I was in love and thought i could beleive him. Something I noticed which was very strange, is when I would get super high, I would talk as if I was two different people. I would talk as "self" and "the other self". I think that is proof drugs are bad. If they can make a normal person start functioning the way someone with a personality disorder would function, thats a sign that drugs are bad bad bad. I don't remember much about it, but I guess it got pretty weird when I would somehow act as "self" and start referring to "the other self" stay off drugs! Glad im not with him anymore, I really let down my parents at that point.
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