Jeez, I purposely arrange everything so I don't have to leave the house for 5 days (depressed) and that just makes me more depressed. Does anyone else do this repeatedly? And I usually feel better when I'm around people than when I'm not. But it causes so much anxiety and obsession later, that I avoid it. Feeling alone and scared this weekend. No T for 3 weeks and just trying to hold on until Wed. appointment. But, then feel horrible for feeling so dependent...and too anxious to divulge what I need to. Sorry for the pity line. Just needed to talk.
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