Not much is going on today. My anxiety is a bit high. I took my first valium at 2 or so this morning and I just took the second one now. My mom and I got Einstein Bros for breakfast. I'm suprised I like nova lox. Normally I am super grossed out by stuff like that. Besides that today is just a normal Saturday. I had to stop watching Project Runway on Hulu because you had to pay for an updated plan in order to watch it. So I was watching it on some streaming service that was heavily editing parts out. After finishing season 6 the other day and getting very frustrated with the editing on season 7, I looked around yesterday and found it on Hulu. This time I can watch it. They must have put it back up this year sometime. Season 7 is still a bit edited for some reason but not the way the first few episodes were or the way season 6 was on that other streaming thing I was using. So I plan on watching that all day and possibly doing laundry. I never heard back from my doctor so I guess I'll just message him again on Monday. I'm guessing he's just waiting for that second set of bloodwork before he decides on what dose I need to be on. or something like that.