How you feel is completely valid @
BreakForTheLight I don’t know a single person who hasn’t been affected on some level.
Yesterday I had the humbling experience of sitting next to a lady who was clinically extremely vulnerable although not elderly, and still scared to leave her home - she was at her first social event in 2 years. Was she relaxed? No! How could she be.
They talk about living with covid but IMO it’s misleading- we’ve all been living with covid these last 2 years and we’ll continue to.
Please feel free to ignore but is there any way you could volunteer? Or join a hobby group (exercise/crafts?)? Those are both ways I’ve helped myself socialise.