Oh T, I feel so alone. It's just typical I feel like this when I told you I wouldn't text you. M always makes me feel so alone. I feel like there's no one who can really help, which is just the way it always is. I'm left to do everything because when the chips are down no one is there. Yes I'm strong, yes I'm independent, but I just wish someone could be there when I really need them, not have to do every darn thing alone or pay someone to help.