why?!? i cant take this anymore...i am tired of constantly having to talk to myself, comforting myself to get back the feeling that i belong here..that i am worthy of being loved by someone...like by the man that i am in love with..he says he loves me but i don't belive him. He is way too good for me..he can do so much better than me..i don't know where to turn..i feel like i cant cope with myself because i am not meant to do it..i am a loser and i have to give up eventually..but i cant ..?not yet?!?help!