I'm not doing much today again. My anxiety was kinda sucky I had to take a valium at 3 and then I just took my second one now. I'm hoping it kicks in soon. I'm trying to finish up season 7 of Project Runway and then I'll be caught up to season 13 so I can then start watching a few seasons of Allstars snd see what thats like. I slept decently but I think I'm going to need to get a new type of melatonin. I'm getting a bit frantic with mine. I don't think it works much anymore. Which sucks because this stuff worked really well for a long time. Basically today I'm just chilling out. I'm wearing a super baggy North Face hoodie which is still a size small and its not really fun to be too small to fit into certain brands no matter what you may think. Who wants to see a 29 year old man shop in the boys department. Really. Sorry about the rant but theres like one brand of shirts I know for sure will fit and then I just have to deal with the hoodies. My mom is going out today and I'm hoping she can find more of the new Pepsis. They are really good. My mom didn't find the pepsis. I am glad I am my own person and have my own sense of self and don't mirror anyone.