The ham issue seems to be ok. But I don't plan on eating budig meat again. I still have a headache but I've had it most of the day. I had a change of plans and instead of vegging out in baggy gym shorts and a hoodie and watching reality TV all day I went over to my sisters for about 45 minutes to drop some stuff off. So I took a shower for the first time in 2 days and put on jeans and a shirt that actually fit and I felt a lot better physically having showered and wearing clothes that actually fit. Also it felt good mental health wise to get out of the house and since I wasn't actually going into a store my anxiety actually lessened for once without the use of meds. The only concern of mine is I'm wearing my protect trans kids shirt and the lawn guy was here when we got home. I don't know if hes friendly or not. He seemed nice but he always talks to my mom. I've never met him before. I'm probably being paranoid but I don't like the idea of someone who's possibly not friendly knowing where I live. Its just creepy.

I got a diffrent type of melatonin. The same Natures bounty Sleep 3 kind but instead of triple layer and the first layer being calm the first layer is stress support instead. I hope its enough of a difference to help me sleep better but won't cause any other issues. I liked that the calming stuff didn't have any bad side effects. I told my mom about the problem with the old stuff and she was like "yeah, I'm going to Walgreens right now to get you the new stuff."