I never knew I would be this alone in my entire life I celebrated 7 years of no suicidal ideation 4 months no alcohol and 3 months no cigarettes. I have really been craving a smoke though. I really miss my wife if I ever get diagnosed with something terminal I will just let it take me.

I am really angry at my wife for dying we had big plans and things were progressing pretty good then she had to go and die on me.

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