Dear T,

Only a day and a half to go until our session. The week off was slightly untimely wasn't it, especially with how things were left, but honestly my level of caring is quite low about it. I don't think I am committed to this yet. It's been six months and yet I still don't feel like I have decided whether we are going to do this or not.

I can only guess at what will come up ok Tuesday, but I have written a very long piece of writing for you to read. I wonder whether you will hear it. I wonder what you will think of it. I wonder whether you can both understand and agree.