So our tire has a flat I'm hoping it can be fixed by Tuesday because that's I see my T. I don't know how we are going to pay for that. This whole thing is stressful. I still haven't got my meds in the mail this month. I have 1 AD left. I don't get why they're so slow. I'm strechy, can't think without my music. I don't want to go through this with a brand new T to me. It's lucky I'm quiet but pressured speech and my bouncing leg is a clear sign. Plus its day 3 into the month and I pretty much spent all our money. I'm talking about the possibility of over drafting to get everything that is needed. But then next month will be super tight. I don't know how to do this without spending a bunch. I'm eating a lot too. I hate that I'm learning more about SzA because of family. I still am full of guilt for what I've done in my past but I'm not S anymore. So that's good. I still want to SH. but you can't win them all. This has taken me all day to write because I keep getting distracted.