Now I am very anxious about my biopsy results. There is a slight chance of getting them tomorrow. That would be ideal as I have my pdoc in the evening and if anything bad is there she'd be helpful. It's more likely to be Tuesday or Wednesday or even Thursday. I hope they pop up in my patient portal before I get a call. I just want to read the answer before someone tells me so I can think about questions.

I'm not too anxious about the results themselves. I mean I am, of course I am, but even if this is clear I won't know if it is really clear until my surgical biopsy and the pathology from that.

I've been sleeping a ton since my procedure which happened before. Last night I fell asleep early and then woke at 2:30 and was up for a couple hours until I took klonopin. I really hope that doesn't happen tonight. I want to see my therapist in person but if I'm too sleepy I'll have to change to telehealth. Which I am grateful for but it's not the same.

One step at a time...