Consider me floored! I'm glad you have someone you feel good working with. And you will be seeing a psychologist too? oh sweetie ((Pat)))
Things will start getting better with the right support team behind you!
the happy supportive mob!

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you've done yourself a good thing here hon. We're behind you here and there are lots of people here who have been down this path who know tons more than I do and will be of tremendous support.
music......keep listening to music that makes you feel that "good" inside.