Really depressed this week two separate nights I woke up thinking my wife alive and that I was having a bad nightmare of her being dead. One time I even got out of bed to check the bathroom cause I heard a noise in there It was my dog getting a drink.
To top it all off I have been sick the last 2 days. My Gastroparesis is acting up and I need to get into the doctor's to get antibiotics for it. I hate going to the doctors but if I don't do it now I will be back in the ER again getting fluids and medications.
The other thing is I might have to put one of my dogs down. She is like 15 and is pretty much blind. She gets panic attacks now especially if I am nor home. I know this because the last 3 times I was gone I found her curled up in our bathtub. She can see shadows but that's it. Then she hears these different noises and she can't see what is making the noise so it scares her.
My other dog is dying from a bad heart not sure how long he will hold on for but he does not seam to be in pain.

If it was not for bad luck I would not have any luck.

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