I can't believe I pushed you away so effectively this time that I've actually lost you. I guess your investment has changed. I suppose it makes sense since Dr. S got into your head and you were questioning not only if you were helping me but if you were making things worse.

I don't know how I'm going to get through this. I feel so utterly alone. I don't know how I'm going to keep hanging on. Everywhere I turn is a dead end. My world is getting smaller and smaller and the walls are starting to close in on me.