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Old Apr 05, 2022, 08:40 PM
*Beth* *Beth* is offline
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Location: Downtown Vibes, California
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Originally Posted by Miguel'smom View Post
I'm so sorry bethrags.

I'm so tired, and closed down. T wants me to walk with one of my boys everyday. She wants me to reach out to my former friends. I didn't tell her I ruined their lives. That if I was honest they would hate me. I try to be agreeable but it's hard. She wants me to start coloring again. She says I have to do things to get out of this depression, that meds are number 1 but I have to change things up. I didn't tell her about the sh thoughts because I don't know how to breach the topic. I did tell her when things are bad we put the sharps and pills up. But I gave today a 6. I need to go over with her what her scale is because my scale is a bit 'dramatic'. She said I was flat today. This is me trying a lot.

You do sound flat, and depressed. And you do sound like you're trying really hard.


What do you mean...ruined your friends' lives? Are you sure that's not your depression telling you tales?
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