I think your T is being truthful in her assessment that your not doing well. I’m glad you told her you were using. As others mentioned it takes a considerable amount of time not using to really let your brain function and to get the benefit of psych meds.

It virtually impossible to find Bipolar stability if drugs or alcohol are being abused.

You deserve to find stability and enjoy life so you have to decide what’s best for you

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