Thank you Quietmind, that means a great deal to me. I'm doing 'okay', thank you. Still finding it hard to adjust if I'm honest. I'm trying very hard not to Google my Ex T and her family, after realising that I am only hurting myself by doing it, really. Starting over with a new T is incredibly difficult but I'm still going, and we are still trying. I'm hoping things will get easier. All I can do is keep making the most of everything I do have and keep trying to find a happy and healthy way forwards. Sometimes I win with this, and sometimes I lose, but I'm ok, and I do feel like I am slowly inching my way out of the complete breakdown that happened almost a year ago now. Wow... Where did that time go!!