Yeah I know we don't email each other. But I am desperate for a second session this week. I don't rely on you much. Normally I'm fine on my own between sessions. So I don't know whats going on right now. I don't know if its just the lack of sleep I've been getting lately or the getting back on my meds. But my anxiety is crazy high right now and I didn't know what else to do. So sorry if that email pissed you off.