I had a friendly discussion with a friend around 5:30 am and he ripped the scales away from my eyes on how I致e been living my life. Painful. I知 not living in a healthy manner or one in line with my soul痴 yearnings. In fact, I知 so sick of some of the stuff I知 enduring that it makes me want to claw my skin off. I知 sure it will lead to helpful epiphanies but right now it sucks.
I sat down with brother and mother and talked about moving out. I need to get sister out of my life as she is toxic and I need to build a life I love. They were emphatically against it. Of course. Still headed in that direction.
I知 slammed with stuff until Easter but I知 taking the week after off. Completely off. It will be stressful until then though. I hope I can manage it.
Hugs to all!
