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Apr 07, 2022, 01:46 PM
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Member Since: Jul 2019
Location: Downtown Vibes, California
Posts: 15,701
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Originally Posted by Moose72
This kind of rage is hard to deal with. I've had vivid visions of doing similar things to someone - it's such an out of control feeling yet satisfying. As long as it's just thoughts and not plans. No doubt most people wouldn't understand and would treat us as if we were planning on doing these things.
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Thank you so much for your supportive words, Moose. I had forgotten that "just thoughts" are okay. No, I will not act out my rage in any way - but it feels cathartic to imagine her helpless and apologizing to me, instead of holding her power over me. The other day, our final appointment, she kept yelling "I have a medical degree!" Yeah, but she has zero skills as a mental health provider. No support whatsoever. I look forward to a time when she will be a distant memory.
Last night I watched the (brilliant) movie "Boogie Nights"...it helped with my rage.
Again, thank you 
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