more - Thank you. I went out to pick up a prescription and a few other items. I felt so much better once I was out. Didn't even want to come home, but I had something important to do at home that I'm working on.

Yes, I may have to accept that "chipping away" may be the best I can do. Tonight I'm going to write a note to myself that includes a modest to-do list for tomorrow and why it would be good to get those things done. Maybe even include something to do for fun. Waking up with no game plan for the day is not working for me at all.

I gotta climb out of this apathy. It just gets deeper every day that I capitulate to it. My life could be so much nicer. Thanks for encouraging me. I hope you are gaining on your goals as well. You sound like someone who may have been where I'm at sometime in your past.