Dear K,

I miss you. Still. I wonder whether you are going away for the holidays. I wonder what you are up to. I wonder how you are.

I have been thinking of you less than I was, but it is still in the tens of times a day. I wonder what the future holds, here. I wonder what the future looks like.

You always said that we don't know what the future looks like, but if today's future is tomorrow's present, then surely by creating the life we want in the here and now, we can know what the future looks like?

I've thought this for a fair while now, but I'm not sure it ever makes any sense to anyone other than me!! I just don't think I'm ever going to give up on the possibility that one day there may be a way forwards that includes you and I. Two humans in a crazy world just being the people that we are.

Our paths crossed when they were destined to do so, and for some reason the universe decided that it was time for them to take a different path last year, but personally I feel our paths intertwined somewhat along the way. I don't think I can ignore that.

You know that old saying "never give up fighting for what you believe in"? Well, I won't. I won't ever give up fighting for it.

I love you and I miss you and I hope that you, too, are living your best life.