I finally manged to get up at 1:00 (yse that needs work) and didn't nap except for dosing on and off a bit for 45 minutes in the late afternoon. That's a huge improvement. I also look a little less exhausted.

But now it's 3:10 and I've been up for 30 minutes and so far I'm not getting sleepy. I'll have to take klonopin if I don't get sleepy soon. I want to be functional enough to drive to therapy on Monday. I won't see him in person for a few weeks then; one week I'm staying home to avoid germs and the next is my surgery.

I got a very nice note from my family doctor who had sen my stuff from breast center #1 and was offering support and sorrow for how things worked out there. He's a nice person. I need to write a note back but not now. No getting involved in anything. He's been my doctor for 17 years, when he had just finished residency. We've been through a lot together.

Time for some hot tea? I guess. I don't want it but maybe it will help.